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Dark Moon Rising

...-The Beginning of the Call-...

...Long ago... an ancient machine was made... to control and capture all evil in the world... This has been the place for ... monsters to be tormented ... This was buried deep within the heart of the world ... away from mortals so it won't do any HARM ... but ... time passed by ... years ... decades ... and even centuries ... Some stupid mortals have read an ancient about this in an ancient book... mystified by the machine ... they wanted power ... just like a god .. they wanted knowledge.. more than what they need... they wanted everything to be in their hands..

So it happened... they have begun... searching for the machine... which they claim as their treasure... years have been spent.. .hundreds of lives have been wasted... blood washed the ground... just for their selfish act... they didn't care...

For all the evil they have done... the power of the machine had failed...DIED... their evil acts came to life.. and began their reign of terror over the world.... they scattered sickness... sadness... pain and agony....fed the hearts with fear and fury... and hid the world's reality with lies.. Night was never again the same....

The moon itself was corrupted of its power... instead of being hope in the midst of the night.. it became their source of the source of their power... it glowed black and embraced the night with a darker face... as for those stupid mortals ... they have been rewarded... an eternal life.. never to die.. and an eternal fall in the abyss of death... so they can see what have the world become...

..... and so begins the call....

LIFE of DENIAL

Born to this cruel world

So sweet, innocent and naive

Why is the question we try to answer

in this insanity of our living

We try to live each and other day

But do we know why we're here

Still we seek and search our way

But do we know the reason so dear

As we solve the mystery of our quest

We find ourselves pretending

How can we possible refuse the best

When our foolish hearts are willing

-damikawoon-

Chapter One:

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...Surprise.... surprise... Life is full of surprises......

Just don't go and be blinded... you'll see the truth beyond every little lie.....

..Open up your heart..... let the voices be heard.... you'll discover that there's a lot....

in stored... and hidden for you.......

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How come that there are lots of things...... unexplainable by the mind.... Only your soul understand.....

... Emotions make you do crazy things... only fools do... Why???......

I don't understand.....

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.... Looks deceive thy eyes of mortals.... Beware around us are traitors and liars inside.....

...They are too good  to be true!....

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Everyday drags a bitter event... a little bit closer... to the judgement of your drama.....

...It's no use to hope... when nothing will ever happen.....

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...Too many problems... I really don't know what to do......

How do I keep myself intact... though there seems to be a call.....

only I can understand..... But it is so horrifying.......

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....Secrets that were hidden..... Lies about my humanity....

....soon shall be unearthed.. ... resurfaced... to give my my real personality...

Time shall pass... These secrets would be revealed....

to answer this important question.... "Who Am I?"

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.... Too many questions... riddles... and puzzles... 

A person is nobody.... when he doesn't know who he is..... HATE...

..I hate even .... myself....

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Pattern of life... is most difficult to understand... it shreds.... 

... Shreds... your dignity until unpurified... Nevertheless.... it is hard to... 

compromise with its goal... Life is so complexed....

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...Hate.. when accumulated in one's heart.... reveal things inside...

which are true.... my princess... thou shalt please understand.... 

I am but mad.. because of too many worries.....

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...Foolish mortals... playing their game of life with much of a cheat.....

Looking spoils my day... why do they have....

to fight unfair... They are all... but ... pathetic....

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What's the use of saving lives... when even foolish mortals destroy them???

There are some other reasons.. we could think about.....

... But are they worth it????....

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Images in Black:

.... Thy foolish eyes are easily deceived...

..by looks alone that only conceive...

...Nothing more than a monster....

......... within.......

HOW

Beyond thy eyes

are sorrows I can trace

Beyond thy smiles

are sadness I can't take

Beyond thy strength

is a fear that thou can't face

Beyond thy beauty

is a maiden in distress

Beyond thy mind

is a past thou can't escape

Beyond thy heart

is a man thou can't forget

Now I wonder

How can I penetrate

through the barriers

that thou have made

-damikawoon-

Regrets

I've always tried to run away

Forget the times and live anew

Escape the torments of past days

And live in the lands of honey dew

A certain memory lingers in my mind

One particular face which is so mild

A haunting love that keeps me bind

To the days when I was yet a child

Those times when I was so stupid

Never realized that she was waiting

I couldn't feel the arrow of cupid

Just ignored the love she was giving

Time passed like a whisper of wind

I've come to my senses and have seen

That my behavior has been so mean

To the girl who have loved me real

Now I see her with another man

Seeing them together makes me think

I should have been the lucky one

But hey! I broke off our link

A love that could have been perfect

So purely golden without conflict

True in nature that it could deflect

Words that could blind the instinct

But past is past

And I must learn to live

No matter how much I regret

I must learn not to grief

-damikawoon-

Lie

Alone and silent in isolation

No one visits but temptation

I can't even find my reflection

Should I turn down my religion

To love and not be loved

And adore the one I can't have

To bleed until all my blood

Form a river on the ground

I don't have someone dear

For the one I want disappeared

I've just wasted all my tears

Pouring for you all these years

How can I possible stare

When I can no longer bear

Speak! Must I even care

For I am just too bare

I am too tired to pretend

Tired of making amends

I have no life to defend

I'll just live a lie til the end ...

-damikawoon-

Blinded Heart

My eyes burn with tears of pain

Flooding down my face like rain

Emotions are clearly set in vain

For there ain't nothing left to gain

I was always on the wrong lane

Never cared whether I'm insane

Just let time burn out my flame

It would always just be the same

Like a stupid man who swum

Who simply looked dumb

Swimming in a dirty swamp

Looking for a piece of lamp

After that he was crowned

But people mocked him down

No one loved him so he frowned

Went to the ocean and got drowned

Now I look up to the stars

Each of them gave me a scar

I have never been so smart

Dealing with matters of the heart

As I sleep through the night

I wish there was no light

For my soul can never shine bright

and my heart has lost its sight....

-damikawoon-

A Million Sorrows

There were a million times

I have asked myself

Do a million other persons

Go through a million sorrows

All alone I stand by myself

Silently looking up to the skies

Wishing somehow that I could fly

And escape the world's reality

What have I done to deserve

Carry burdens that are so crux

A million tears were served

A million sorrows washed from my nerves

Trudging under a heavy mizzle

My steps fall in a twiddle

Hoping to find a trickle

In a world full of riddles

Why do I have to suffer

from too much agonizing sorrows

What must I do to be tougher

So I can come out from my burrow

I wonder where could be my courage

The answer lies in a lost passage

Drifted to a world so savage

Hidden beyond a terrifying cascade

-damikawoon-

Starting things up...

Well, I finally got the time to do this thing properly...

First of all, let me tell you a thing or two about my page entitled "Poems: A Million Sorrows."

It's a compilation of different poems that I have written over the years. Writing is one of my passion and I find it very easy for me to express what I really feel by means of a pen and a piece of paper. These poems speak and tell stories of different events in my life ...

I hope that you guys would find them interesting to read and hopefully be able to relate to these words that speak my heart...